Adore Me

Most recently I've made a discovery and resolution that has me absolutely giddy! I have adopted a Cleopatra Mindset complete with a willingness to allow myself to be adored and doted on.  Gone are the days of seeking, praying for and cultivating a relationship.  I am momentarily pausing to simply be adored. I believe that I would be quite good at it too.  It ocurred to me one day that in all of my relationship snafoos and catastrophes I have yet to experience what it means to be cherished, doted on and pampered by a man. Wow. No wonder I feel worn out.  Strangely in all of my relationship fiascos, the average lifespan being 2.5 years, I was the caretaker, comforter and overall indulger.  Fast forward the years and here I am in need of a little TLC, void of any bitterness or resentment I declare myself ready to receive.  I've slowed down long enough to ponder a few things and I now find that I am completely receptive to the Law of Sowing and Reaping manifesting in my life, preferably my love life. Bring on the indulgences and all manner of favor available to a witty, wise woman has sewn generously into the lives of others.  Quite possibly this may be an issue of worth where in the past I did not see myself as worthy of expecting such treatment. It is a new day and a new shift in thought has made way for an open-arm embrace of all that is good in my life.  Adoration and not worship is what I am after.  I am the work of art from my heart that the world longs to pay homage to.  My spirit spreads sunshine all about and everyone that finds joy in the light I bring can't help but to reciprocate with glad tidings of some form. Everywhere I go people are looking for ways to be good to me. Doors are being opened for me. Opportunities are presenting themselves to me. Special accomodations are being afforded to me.  I expect men to show up as men in my life, strong, solid, protective, reliable, men of valor hunting down ways to make a way for me.  They are dancing around each other trying to get goodness to me. I am in a lounging position poised to receive without a care in the world.  Cue the music, pour my wine and guide me to my chaise as I relax into this new posture of receptiveness.